u know urself?

assalamualaikum








do u know urself???
me...
sometimes i feel i dont know myself..
yeah..confusing right?

seriously...
i look mr harsh mohan..pathology textbook..
i feel i miss it..
i miss reading n studying very well..
very hard..
i dont even know, am i really study hard?


ya Allah pliz give me strength..
give me strength to do my job very well..
ya Allah..i'm afraid of failure...
i'm afraid dissapointing myself,
people who i love..
people who have high expectation to me..

this is not me...
ya Allah...
pliz help me..
help to fulfill my responsibility..
be a good slave to U Ya Rabb...


Ya Allah..i'm afraid..
jika aku termasuk dalam golongan yang tidak bersyukur..
i'm afraid of ur kemurkaan..
i'm afraid of being a slave who disobey U..

Ya Allah aku takut termasuk dalam golongan yang Engkau tinggalkan, yang Engkau biarkan sendirian..
but i believe ur rahmat is more than ur kemurkaan..
Insya Allah..
teruskan usaha ayu..
Fake it till u make it...

be strong ayu...jadi budak rajen..budak baik..budak semangat...

go ayu...go ayu...

bye...

assalamualaikum..

ayu..pliz appreciate this day..like no more tomorrow for u...
no more second chance....

Ya Allah panjangkanlah umurku dalam keimanan..Ya Rabb..ameen..

we pass this road once, n once only..

no more other day like today..
15 august 2011 never appear twice..never...